March 21 marked the 84th anniversary of the birth of Abdulla Oripov, Uzbekistan’s People’s Poet, author of the national anthem, and a towering figure in national literature. A Kun.uz correspondent visited the poet’s home, speaking with his wife, Hanifa Mustafoyeva, and daughter, Shoira Oripova. In the interview, they reflected on the final days of Oripov’s life, his creative and political endeavors, and shared personal memories.

According to Hanifa Mustafoyeva, Oripov lived with the people’s burdens on his shoulders, rarely experiencing a carefree day, his life consumed by relentless thought:

“I can’t recall a single day when he was at peace — he worried about everything and lived a restless life. Family never came first for him; his thoughts were always with the people.

“Our wedding took place in 1967 when I was just 17; we hadn’t even formalized it officially. Many creatives from Tashkent — Shukur Kholmirzayev, Nizom Komilov, Tulqin, and others — attended. During the celebration, Abdulla-aka recited a ghazal by Erkin Vohidov and his own poem “Yozajakman” (I’ll Write). Afterward, those very poems led to prolonged interrogations. In his own words, ‘eight lines of poetry rained down on me like eight bombs.’ Even small works like “Tilla baliqcha” (Golden Fish) and “Dorboz” (Tightrope Walker) were given political undertones, subjecting him to constant pressure,” she recalls.

Hanifa Mustafoyeva notes that after the death of writer Abdulla Qahhor in 1968, creatives tied to his literary school faced increased scrutiny and inspections, with Oripov no exception:

“After Abdulla Qahhor’s passing, they frequently investigated Abdulla-aka as his disciple. I vividly remember his later laments: ‘Only my dreams remain untouched by the overseers,’ and ‘Someone’s neglecting their own work to measure my every step,’ he’d sigh. He keenly sensed the situation — you can see it in his poetry if you read it,” she says.

Under the Soviet regime, every work faced strict censorship, according to his wife. Even Oripov’s poem “Onajon” (Dear Mother), written for his late mother, struggled to see print. When it finally appeared in “Saodat” magazine years later, it had undergone significant alterations:

“I came to Tashkent in 1968 and began observing Abdulla-aka’s life closely. That year, his mother passed away, and he always carried “Onajon” (Dear Mother) in his pocket. When it was finally published, he said with a hint of despair, ‘I got it out at last.’ Even a poem about a mother was hard to get printed. We had a home phone, and they’d call constantly — ‘Change this word, adjust that part’ — until half the lines were rewritten by the time it reached the press,” Hanifa Mustafoyeva recounts.